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❤ Friday, June 27, 2008

totally haven been blogging.

been feeling awful the whole week.

cough, runny nose, etc etc.

im so sian lorh.

anyway who really bothers to read my blog everyday and read each word to word.

-.-

2 weeks of my hols pass likedat already.

very soon need to wake up early to go to school which is so frigging far larrhs.

*shakes head*

this is life man..

anyway.

IM OFFICIALLY 18 YEARS & A WEEK OLD!!

=)

im finally LEGAL.

=P

so, being the lazy blogger..

i will post up bits & pieces of pictures.

go figure.

=X

14/06/08

met my sis & her family at vivo.

so impromptu, suddenly call me and ask me meet them..

den use my niece to "sweet talk" me into meeting them.

over the phone "yiyi, yiyi" (meaning small aunt in.. chinese??)

of cos cannot resist right??!!!

aiiyooo.

kids just grow up so fast.

when she was abt one years old plus.
& still blabbering yada baby language.

now!!
she can speak bits of words now.

den i was telling my sis,

the smaller one BOTAK!

den she follow me say botak.

-.-

the smaller one..

haha! botaaaaaaak!!

still can stick out her tongue at me.

-.-

actually got some more pics larrhs.

lazy load.

(jiejie if you want the pics from me msn me ya?)

so anyway,

after that we went to centrepoint.

had dinner at this jap restaurant.

(she let me pick what kinda food i wanted cos its my birthday treat. =D)

cant remember whats the name of the restaurant.

but at the basement there.

i tell you some things just never change.

(even if you grow older)

once a greedy baby.

always a greedy baby.

and FINALLY i had my long awaited..

unagi!!!

what is there not to love?

big piece of unagi with rice.

miso soup.

chawanmushi.

soba.

something i dont know what so i let my sis eat.

and 2 pieces of oranges.

for only $17.90!!!

seriously,

where to get such good food at such affordable price??

after that they surprised me with a tiny hello kitty? -.- birthday cake.

chocolate cake is the love.
=)

me making a wish.

trying very hard to cut the cake with a..
chopstick?
totally my sister's idea.
-.-

look at my devious face.
was plotting to put the cake on my sis's face.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

and i'll like to brag that im brillant.

totally aim her nose.

but got no picture.

=(

anyway we ended up "fighting"

truce.
=D

hahahaha.

thanks for the memories!

=)

MY OFFICIAL DAY!!

we're guessing its a..
4/5 digit watch??

anyway all pictures were taken with my new T70 camera.

like really note the big difference from a camera phone!

oh did i mention.

i chopped my curls away a few days before my birthday.

obviously candid shot.
i look so blur.
but see my point?
STRAIGHT HAIR!!

i got tired of my curls.

they werent really curls anymore.

more rather like uneven waves.

-.-

so i chopped them off

and now i have back my original uber straight hair.

i think my hair looks flat....

and SHORT!!!

*whines whines*

ok anyway back to the story..

simple glitter for the day.

FIRST STOP!!

millenia walk.

BF dressed up so handsome-ly for my birthday.

with the lovely long sleeved zara shirt i bought for him sooooooooo long ago & his gorgeous silver tie.

(all the better to yank his neck with)

*evil laughter*

so he had me blindfolded all the way to Bakerzin.

for my first surprise of the day.

mag & jess were there to celebrate the day with me!!

*grins like an idiot*

second surprise.

my uber heart-y chocolate-y mousse-y
with brand-y cherries and crushed nut-y base.

chocolate high maaaaaaaaan...

SECOND STOP.

marina square for movie!!

wanted to watch narnia larrrrrrhs.

so we ended watching...

lame sick crap.

-.-

but it was uber funny!!

it was rated NC16 due to the language and sexual humor.

and when i was walking out i saw this family with 2 small girls.

WTHS!!

their parents actually let them watch this type of rated stuff??

O.o

how the heck did they managed to sneak them in anyway??

its rated NC16 for a reason.

SPEAKING OF WHICH.

i can officially watch M18 shows now & no longer have to sneak in anymore.

=D

so after the show mag & jess had to rush off.

so me & BF hung out awhile at marina square.

so i opened my presents.

and BF got me this.

the girl version of his,
i got for his birthday.

laser-ed with my beautiful name.

=)

den he presented me with my second birthday present.

tics to the singapore flyer!!

den i asked what was for dinner.

he told me he already made reservations at..

New York New York!!

yes thats the name of the restaurant

that i've been wanting to try EVERY SINGLE TIME WE PASS THE BLOODY PLACE!

and i finally get to eat there.

=)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww..

he knew i've been wanting so many things for so long.

and he always gives me what i want.

how can i not love this guy i ask you??

=D

HE'S ALL MINEEEEEE!! SHOO ~~~

dinner was a great one.

i had spring chicken,

he had spaghetti with yummeh meatballs,

& we ordered extra Hawaiian pizza.

cos i thought the spring chicken would be small..

look how big it came up to!

yeah my puny finger..

so i had to stuff myself for dinner.

maaaaan..

the food was FABULOUS!!!

you so have to eat there some day.

but i warn you its always crowded with a super long queue,

so ALWAYS make a reservation.

my BF is so smart.

& we had a cosy corner at the side as if we were in a world of our own.

=)

so after dinner,

it was still a little early to go to the singapore flyer.

THIRD STOP.

Esplanade.

and had a small talk.

and the usual gf/bf stuffs you know.

=D

& he was busy playing with the new camera larrrhs.

one of his many shots.
and do i mean MANY.

LAST STOP.

we proceeded to singapore flyer.

so had to walk there after a big dinner okay.

and the view at the peak was really really pretty.

i have quite a few shots.

but im lazy to load all of them.

so a little sneak peek.

beautiful right?

=D

i really had a great time on my birthday.

and darling,

all this wouldnt have made possible without you.

i love you so much my dearest blockhead.

look into my eyes & you can see how much you mean to me.

x0x0x0x0.
after a long day..

pictures not edited.

=)

22/06/08.

why i decided to blog this day down?

cos BF's parents invited me out for lunch at paragon' SUSHI TEI with the family.

jap food again!!!

absolutely loved the unagi.

yum yum!!

headed back to his place.

and played viva pianta on his xbox 360!!

can never get enough of this game i tell you.

had an early dinner at his place with his family.

den we all went out to Junction 8.

to watch..

hilarious show!!

laughed until my stomach pain.

O.o

never laughed so much in a movie before.

i think its very worth the watch!

=)

considering i never tot animation movies are worth watching..

it ended quite late.

and his parents were so nice to insist on sending me home.

=D

cant wait till BF to drive!!

he passed his theory tests already.

left practical.

jiayou kayys??

=)

oh.

and i went back to IKEA today.

the one at Alexander, near Queensway.

was craving for their yummeh hotdogs!!!

going back to that place brings back so many fond memories of my secondary school life.

and i miss that life & the great friends i had.

i hope you guys are doing well.

=)

anyway had breakfast there.

cos we were there early.

and Ikea only opens at 10am.

miss the food and the place there so much larrhs.

i absolutely adore their food.

=D

okay im hungry.

time to cook spaghetti for dinner.

will be blogging i dont know when again..

taa~

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❤ Thursday, June 19, 2008

today i came across this forum.

about abortion.

i was so damn upset and angry okay.

until i cry over the phone to BF.

-.-

wth is wrong with me man.

what trigger me is that.

she is a year older den me & 5 months preggy.

and den she went for abortion just this monday.

she went through "labour" as any ordinary 8/9 month preggy mama would do.

and "gave birth" to a BABY BOY.

Number 1 ; 5 months preggy and having an abortion is SO WRONG! not to add its considered illegal to abort at 5 months already, right?

Number 2 ; i wondered if her heart hurt when giving birth to a baby who might have been alive in about 4 months if she hasn't chosen this route she has taken?

Number 3 ; i think its stupid to use PARENTS as an excuse to have an abortion. i believe if you had chosen to keep the baby from the start, NOBODY will ever make you do an abortion.

Number 4 ; at the end of the day we are still our parents children. BLOOD IS THICKER. and no matter whatever you have done wrong eventually our parents will learn to accept and forgive us for our mistakes no matter what.

For those who are considering abortion, please please reconsider again. It's a life that we are talking about. If it is just a bag of cells, hello, weren't you once that way too? imagine someone out to murder you, let alone your mother, isn't it something very painful beyond words? End of the day, its really a choice, the choice is yours, not your parents, nor your SO. Once you made the decision, the act is irreversible. For those who worry about money, money can be made. For those who worry about angry parents, relationships can be mended. For those, worried about losing your BFs, is it worth being with a person who does not love your child? If a life is taken away, it will never come back again. Why not take the beating once and for all, rather than face the guilt and pain for the rest of your life.

-quoted from siangjiao at FP.

and you know what?

i totally agree with it.

i know im nobody to judge to anyone who went through an abortion.

you may have your difficulties and such.

but THE BABY IS INNOCENT!!

and as i read on and on at the forum,

it upsets me even more that more ppl wants to go for an abortion.

=(

God created life.

and before he placed the baby in your tummy,

He already knew who he/she was.

"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. i praise you because i am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, i know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when i was made in the secret place. When i was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."

-psalm 139:13-17

if you haven read read my long ago post abt abortion,

do you know..

PREBORN - 11 WEEKS AFTER CONCEPTION

HEART IS BEATING (SINCE 18-25 DAYS)
BRAIN WAVES HAVE BEEN RECORDED AT 40 DAYS
THE BABY SQUINTS, SWALLOWS, AND CAN MAKE A FIST
THE BABY HAS FINGERPRINTS AND CAN KICK
THE BABY IS SENSITIVE TO HEAT, TOUCH, LIGHT AND NOISE
THE BABY SUCKS HIS OR HER THUMB
ALL BODY SYSTEMS ARE WORKING
THE BABY WEIGHS ABOUT 1 OUNCE AND IS 2 1/2 TO 3 INCHES LONG
THE BABY COULD FIT COMFORTABLY IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND

okay enough of this upsetting things.

its officially 2028 hours.

3 and a half hours and 2 mins to MY birthday.

been looking forward to this day for a long while already.

and suddenly,

im not looking forward to tomorrow.

maybe becos tomorrow will be a start of the 18th year of my life.

and it means that i have grown a year older.

somehow i wish our age could be counted backwards instead of forward.

SELINA JIE LOOK HERE LOOK HERE!!

thank you for my unagi on the 14/06/08 and the hello kitty cake lit with a single candle.

=)

*hugshugs*

have all the pics.

will upload and post soon.

=D

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❤ Friday, June 13, 2008

came home at about 8am this morning.

after my night shift.

night shift is so slack lorh.

hardly any call bells and such.

was so tired by 4am.

and so hungry by 5am.

ZZZ..

all i wanted to do was SLEEP!!

and when i reached home i could fall asleep till 10 plus plus.

-.-

just wanted to tell everyone,

that my attachment is officially over.

=)

except that my honorable lecturer is still chasing us for our case studies and reflective journals.

-.-

hope to see most of you guys on sun at ms julie's!!

=)

love ya all!!

tags will be replied later.

im still tired.

im gonna nap.

again.

^^

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❤ Thursday, June 12, 2008

firstly,

i would like to thank NUFFNANG

for the free movie tickets i got to GV VIVO CITY on the 08/06/08.

to watch SHAOLIN GIRL.

its not bad, really.

if you liked FORBIDDEN KINGDOM,

you will definitely like this show.

its coming out on the 19th of june.

=)

i've always loved going to nuffnang's movie events.

free seating!

=D

08/06/08 also marks the day of a new chapter in my life.

personally im scared & yet excited and exhilarated,

and feeling the sheer adrenaline of it all.

=)

am dying to catch
THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA.

which i have been whining to watch.

and everybody has already watched it and raved how good it was.

baaaaaaaaaaaaahs.

and i cant wait to catch
YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN

which is also coming out on the 19th of june.

=)

heard SEX AND THE CITY is quite good as well.

dont mind catching either.

hehs.

=D

anyway,

i've got a new toy to play with.

its my SONY PINK T70 CYBERSHOT DIGITAL CAMERA

that i've been dying to buy since.. forever?

was debating between T70 and the T300.

but sadly the T300 doesnt have it in pink.

so being the bimbo i am,

bought the T70 instead.

altho the functions are not as good as the T300.

but its smaller & lighter.

AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!

=)

and guess what.

today is my first night shift.

as well as my last.

and after my night shift.

IT MARKS THE END OF MY ATTACHMENT!!

*dances in circles in glee*

been waiting for this day for an awfully long time!

and i can finally enjoy my holidays.

before i got back to school to slog.

=(

anyway.

a few days back me & BF went to daiso at vivo.

and we amused ourselves by buying..

a large deck of cards!

=D

see how big it is? my hand can barely hold it.

so now i got the small small decks and a whole lot of normal sized decks to this huge one!!

so amusing!

wanna play daidee with it soon.

hahaha.

=P

COUNTDOWN :

zero days to the last day of attachment.
& 8 days to my 18th birthday.

=)

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❤ Wednesday, June 11, 2008

* -`sëяeni[F]iëd.*_™ [ `020907 - Blockheads in ع١٥٧!!© ❤ ] you're irreplacable. =) says:
becos as we grow older

* -`sëяeni[F]iëd.*_™ [ `020907 - Blockheads in !!© ❤ ] you're irreplacable. =) says:
we realise love is more den just going out and holding hands and kissing. AND MAKING ICHIGOS AND COMING TO SCH WITH IT

* -`sëяeni[F]iëd.*_™ [ `020907 - Blockheads in !!© ❤ ] you're irreplacable. =) says:
=)

* -`sëяeni[F]iëd.*_™ [ `020907 - Blockheads in !!© ❤ ] you're irreplacable. =) says:
its really worth alot more then that dear.

* -`sëяeni[F]iëd.*_™ [ `020907 - Blockheads in ع١٥٧!!© ❤ ] you're irreplacable. =) says:
a whole lot more

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❤

thank you dear.

for all the sweet-est and random-est things you say and do for me.

i would never in a million billion gazillion trillion years find anyone else better den you.

its destined that we are to be together till forever.

GOT PROOF!!

=)

im praying that while the days you are at camp.

you would take care of yourself.

and that you wouldnt do anything to make me mad either.

or i'll wringe your neck with my bare hands.

=)

you know i love you so much.

and as everyday passes,

i smile.

cos i know something good is coming our way.

p.s will reply all tags & do a boring post abt my life tml.

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❤

SOME OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE

ARE FOR FREE

Find a guy, who calls you BEAUTIFUL instead of hot.

Who CALLS YOU BACK when you hang up on him.

Who will STAY AWAKE just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who
KISSES YOUR FOREHEAD.

Who wants to SHOW YOU OFF TO THE WORLD when you are in your sweats.

Who HOLDS YOUR HAND in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of
HOW MUCH HE CARE ABOUT YOU and
HOW LUCKY HE IS TO HAVE YOU.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "THAT'S HER."

And i found you.

=)

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❤ Saturday, June 07, 2008

KEN LEE (Can't Live) without you - Mariah Carey
[Bulgarian Idol 2]

humor yourself.
watch this!!

LMAO!!

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why am i blogging at this time?

cos i cant fall back asleep.

why?

cos i woke up with such a bad dream.

it was so bad,

that i really cried while sleeping till i actually woke up..

and den i cried some more.

only realising it was just a dream.

stupid dream..

still fresh in my mind.

the ache still lingering in my heart.

it felt so real..

the lies, the deception..

and there was no remorse or guilt.

thank gawd it was just a dream.

i'll be even more upset if it wasnt.

=(

i dont understand.

why do humans have to cheat on their counter parts?

be it lust with the eyes, or really having a scandal,

betrayal is betrayal.

in the bible it says that even lusting a woman with your eyes is already a SIN & an act of ADULTERY.

is not one woman already a hassle?

or is she not good enough?

if she isnt, den why bother being with her?

(i can never understand that part abt men. =/)

how could one just pretend nothing has happen?

why is there often no remorse or guilt?

or maybe she's too good for you that you dont realise what you've got till YOU LOSE IT, loser..

i hate this.

i hate people who does all these sort of things.

the law should implant a new rule,

that any male that cheats on a woman have his balls squeezed till flat & his kuku castrated.

and you ask,

what about the female?

well, i'll leave to you to decide..

(yes, i do know of females who cheat on their male species)

but to me,

males have the frequent tendency to do it more den a female.

maybe its cos im a female,

or probably i'll never stoop so low.

im loyal & when i give my heart to someone, i really do.

call me a feminist.

i dont care..

stupid dream.

i hate you.

i wish i had the power to control dreams.

i'll erase you.

& den i'll probably still be peacefully asleep now.

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❤ Thursday, June 05, 2008

Dear Diary,

for stupid impulsive decisions i make.

or things i do without thinking of the consequences.

or things i say without thinking twice.

and my stubborn-ness & impatient-ness.

IF ONLY MONEY COULD FALL FROM THE SKY.

often only money is the way out to survive and live.

i often wondered.

if Adam & Eve didnt eat the apple from the Tree of Knowledge of Good & Evil,

things would be different right?

credit to twinnie. =)

i just pray,

God if you have chosen the things you have to put in my life,

i believe you wouldnt give me more then i could handle.

Because you have a plan,

you always do.

"come to me, all you who are weary & burdened, and i will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you & learn from me, for i am gentle & humble in fast, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy & light & my burden is life"
Matthew 11:28-30

will reply tags probably by tomorrow.

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❤ Tuesday, June 03, 2008

its been a great day for me today!

=D

(after i ended work anyway)

happily never after, dinner, monopoly.. =)

happy 9 monthsary & 1 day.
i love you..

will blog more when i have the time.
im tired.

night night!

=)

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❤ Sunday, June 01, 2008

i only decided to update now.

why??

cos i just finished watching..

THE PRINCESS DIARIES II

royal engagement.

yes.

i actually quite like sappy romance princessy comedy movies.

*tears*

even i read ALL of the princess diaries books ok??

ALL!!!

im such a bookworm..

anyway..

i got back around 6 plus today??

went out for lunch with BF's family.

=)

den went to his place to watch..

FINDING NEMO!!

its been a long time since i last saw that show.

nemo is cute!!

=D

lol.

still rmb the picture i took of ling with her squirt wallet.

(squirt is the baby turtle. uber cute!)

and she almost killed me for it cos she looked so toot.

LMAO.

den BF told me that Ellen Degeneres was Dory the fish??

(the STM blue fish in the picture above)

i didnt noe that.

till today anyway.

cool.

=D

this week has been quite stressful.

cos of attachment.

& OMG.

2 morning shifts straight the next 2 days.

but after next week.

the week after will be the last!

and i only have 4 days to work after that.

becos my last thursday is night shift.

=D

den i can dance in glee cos its my holidays!!

*tralala..*

but what i dont understand is why??!!

WHY??!!

WHY??!!

WHY DO ALL HOLIDAYS FROM SECONDARY TO TERTIARY DO NOT SYCHRONISE TOGETHER???

you know the agony.

of only having 1 week of holiday with BF

before he goes back to school??

and i have 2/3 lonely weeks to myself.

=(

anyhow.

9 days to go to the END OF ATTACHMENT!!!

and 19 days left to my BIRTHDAY!!

why am i looking forward to my birthday??

becos i had very shitty birthdays the past few years..

nth special.

nth big deal.

no special memories.

except last year,

mommy cooked my requested dish of chilli crabs!!

im gonna request sharks fin this year instead!!

*evil laughter*

but this year its gonna be different.

becos i'll be spending it with someone special.

=)

and from what i managed to squeezed out of him.

he's gonna do smth special.

*grins like an idiot*

and he wont tell me what.

but its okay.

he always has the tendency to leak things out accidentally.

=D

dont get me wrong,

i love surprises..

but the suspense is killing me.

AND TO ALL JUNE BABIES!!

I LOVE YOU COS JUNE BABIES RAWKS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO ALL!!

AND TO THOSE WHOSE BIRTHDAYS FALL TODAY!!

=)

ok NEXT.

To : Passerby.

=)

dont get me wrong.

i do love singapore.

yes its a lovely sunny clean bright shiny (shiny?) island.

i love sentosa.
(sweetest memories there with all my loves)
=)

i love the esplanade.
(i have seen the beauty of it as i've been inside & performed there as well. ahh.. fond memories!)

i love the night life.

i even love our merlion ok!

and yada yada.

& we have only have to pay 7% GST.

unlike other countries, they tax like 40% or so.

den why are we complaining?

and we are very lucky.

of all disasters that has befallen on the world.

we never got any.

except just the little earthquakes that i didnt even feel.

personally,

i think that the earthquakes were to shake us up.

to realise how all thats happening to the world is real.

and that we are very lucky to all be alive & not grieve over our loved ones or anyone close to us to have died due to disasters.

and we dont have racism whereby we shoot each other cos we hate what color we are born with.

cos we believe in equality among man kind.

(regardless of race, language or religion)

and we dont have rights to purchase guns.

(thank gawd! i think guns are the worst weapons ever invented)

so many other things larrhs.

in my way of complaining..

its not like i hate singapore.

=)

i love this tiny island lots ok.

cos i practically grew up here.

i was just saying its SMALL!!

and TINY!!

and WEENY!!!

i think singapore government should just reclaim more land till theres nth more to reclaim.

den we wont have housing shortages due to insufficient lands.

imagine if singapore reclaim land till as big as CHINA!!!

den if we're tired of town or bugis we can go to another province!

=D

den we could have like..

THE GREAT WALL OF SINGAPORE!!!

cos we can afford the land!!

cool huh!!

=)

lol.

long post right??

im gonna end of saying..

HOA.

yes the shop is called HOA.

has given me 8 vouchers worth $180.

(becos they love me! =D)

FOR A FREE MAKEOVER!!

(as per claim from them, you can call up the number below and ask them if you're really interested)

ONLY ONE PER PERSON!!

and you have to ask them from me.

its due by august.

and its NOT exchangeable for cash.

NOT applicable for any promo item or services.

and management HOA reserves the right to make any changes without prior notice.

ALL BOOKING COMPULSORY MADE ONLY THRU CALLING!

honestly their makeup skills are superb.

=D

as seen on my blog picture at the left.

yes that is me.

chio not??

=P

if you want to see more i posted some on my friendster as well.

im lazy to post them here..

=X

just email, MSN or tag me at my tagboard.

ONLY IF YOU ARE INTERESTED!!

dont be greedy if you're not sure abt it k?

=)

ok.

i'll end here.

bye! =D

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