❤ Tuesday, November 21, 2006
today i'm having my day off.
what a relief.
im reali tired and my poor feet has been hurting and aching.
EVERY NIGHT.i jus checked my frenster and saw hannah's invitation for class chalet.
i probably wun be going anyway.
den i went thru a couple of blogs.
and i was really sad.i dun reali wana say.
cos tis is an online blog.
dun like ppl knowing my personal tots.
anyway.
derrh past few days work was ok i guess.
its would have been perfect if not for 2 reasons.
firstly is my
SENIOR CAPTAIN.he reali pisses me off sometimes.
example ytd he made me and a couple of others redo derh whole section C setting.
den im like
OMG larhs.
not i do derh naprons and napkins derh leehs!!
seng-aik not my problem rite??
why make me redo??
i still got derh bloody salt and pepper to do can??
den almost quarrel wif him cos i alr not hapi lerrhs.
but i guess work is likedat.
saad.
(T___________________T)
den i so sad cos mimi nvr come work ytd.
if not can see him smile at me and tell me its ok.
now dats reassuring.
he's a reali nice guy.
all of dem are nice dere.
and after work i had a good laugh wif jing.
p.s hip-hop 7 hand stand?? how abt an 8??
=)
dats derh best laugh i had in weeks until my tummy cramped.
thaanks.
x)
ur derh cutest.
anyway derh second reason is tis particular girl i dun like.
dats derh second reason.
i dun wan to name names but if u ever do see my blog
or if anyone tells u den u shld noe who u are.
from deerh first day i met u i nvr did anything to piss u off.
if i ever did den it wasnt intentional.
but honestly i dun think i even did
ANYTHING wrong.
i duno if ur jealous or wad i dun reali care.
i am who i am, if u dun like me den its sad.
cos funny enuf everyone dere is easy going and friendly.
except u.
when i saw ur class photo u looked reali spunky and sweet in a girlish way.
but when i first saw u and ur overload of eyeliner it didnt give a good impression.
but im nvr a kind who based ppl on appearances.
however as derh days went by i saw u as derh real bitch u are.
dun ever
EVER say things behind my back.
dun ever think i dun noe.
its jus dat im not derh kind of person who is as bitchy as u are.
so i choose to keep quiet.
i even make an effort to be nice to u.
but u nvr appreciated my nice-ness.
if u hate me tell it to my face
STOP whor-ing behind my back.
cos onli sluts do dat.
i've onli told someone abt u and ur attitude problem.
cos onli he would understand.
he told me to imagine u were invisible and dat u wear a mask on ur face.
and yes, from now on i would be doing dat becos it is effective.
and for ur stupid comments and remarks dat i hear i would pretend its onli derh wind.
im tired of ur bitchy-ness.
if not for derh money and for him i would not be staying.
better yet dat u quit.
so these are a few last words for u.
- Fuck Off
- Grow Up
all derh things u say behind my back
most often i would ponder and come to derh realisation u're
NO better urself.
i hate myself for not being able to stand up to u.
cos unlike u im
NOT u.
and
THANK GOD for dat!
so i'll jus keep quiet becos who are u to me anyway??
ur a
NOBODY to me.
with or without u in my life it doesnt make a
DIFFERENCE.jus like
KARMA .
and jus like wad alicia key sings.
wad goes around comes around, wad goes UP must come DOWN.so watch ur back girl cos karma aint gona avoid u.
it would be heading straight ur direction.
Written with much love @
11:43 AM
