❤ Saturday, September 11, 2010
Like my
BIG fonts??
I managed to change it last night after much trial and error.
If it's not big enough, let me know.
I can make it even
BIGGER!!=D
Last night, Angelica hit her first milestone!
Left her on the bed, belly downwards after her bath.
And the next thing.....
She lifted her head up!!
=D
I am so proud of her.
Her first stepping stone to growing up!
*pant pant*
"Rest awhile first.. Lifting my head is tiring!"Very soon, she will learn to sit...
Then stand...
Then crawl...
Then walk...
Then run!
I hope I can be there to watch her grow up even when I go back to work.
When I had Sera,
I was working shifts at that time.
Very sad.
=(
Cos I felt I wasn't really there to watch her grow.
Her first tooth that came out wasn't realised by me.
The first time she ate her first mouth of cereal, also wasn't fed by me.
The list goes on..
=(
If I was afternoon shift,
I only had a short morning with her.
Then I'd reach home about
1030-11pm.By then, Sera would have slept already.
If the next day I was morning shift,
I would have to leave home super early & come home very tired.
Sometimes, when I came home,
she did not even want me.
And the feeling hurts,
cos I felt like she didn't recognise me as her mom.
=(
Very depressing okay!
Sometimes I cried, cos I felt like I was such a lousy mommy..
But since I have changed to office hours & I had the past few months of maternity leave,
I feel myself bonding with her more then I used to.
And I feel a sense of happpiness whenever I hear her call me,
"Mummy!"=)
I hope it won't change when I go back to work.
And hopefully this time when I come back home after a long day at work,
she will run to me & give me a hug.
I am sure that will make all my tiredness go away..
=)
I hope that I would still be able to watch Angelica grow up a whole lot better then I had watched Sera grown up in a year!
Babies really grow up so fast in the first year don't they?
In a blink of an eye, they are up & about!
Running & screaming all over the place.
Tsk!
It's a matter of time before Angelica becomes a tot too..
Must enjoy her baby moments now.
❤
Written with much love @
11:12 PM
*pant pant*
