❤ Saturday, June 07, 2008
why am i blogging at this time?
cos i cant fall back asleep.
why?
cos i woke up with such a bad dream.
it was so bad,
that i really cried while sleeping till i actually woke up..
and den i cried some more.
only realising it was just a dream.
stupid dream..
still fresh in my mind.
the ache still lingering in my heart.
it felt so real..
the lies, the deception..
and there was no remorse or guilt.
thank gawd it was just a dream.
i'll be even more upset if it wasnt.
=(
i dont understand.
why do humans have to cheat on their counter parts?
be it lust with the eyes, or really having a scandal,
betrayal is betrayal.
in the bible it says that even lusting a woman with your eyes is already a
SIN & an act of
ADULTERY.is not one woman already a hassle?
or is she not good enough?
if she isnt, den why bother being with her?
(i can never understand that part abt men. =/)how could one just pretend nothing has happen?
why is there often no remorse or guilt?
or maybe she's too good for you that you dont realise what you've got till
YOU LOSE IT, loser..
i hate this.
i hate people who does all these sort of things.
the law should implant a new rule,
that any male that cheats on a woman have his balls squeezed till flat & his kuku castrated.and you ask,
what about the female?
well, i'll leave to you to decide..
(yes, i do know of females who cheat on their male species)but to me,
males have the frequent tendency to do it more den a female.
maybe its cos im a female,
or probably i'll never stoop so low.
im loyal & when i give my heart to someone, i really do.
call me a feminist.
i dont care..
stupid dream.
i hate you.
i wish i had the power to control dreams.
i'll erase you.
& den i'll probably still be peacefully asleep now.
Written with much love @
6:58 AM
